I become suicidal when I get called ugly?

I have the same problem,always felt ugly.1 time i went to a store and seen 2 clerks doing a coin toss to see who HAS to help me.That was years ago,i'll never forget it.I know i'm not good looking,but i don't give a DAMN what they think anymore.I see people uglier than me,but i wouldn't ever say that to them.My mom really thinks she.s ugly and i don't know why,because she isn't.Those teen girls say that sh#t because they think people have to look perfect.They worry about their looks all the time.I wish i can see your picture,cause i wouldn't lie to make you feel better.I hope you don't do something your family will be forever sad about,because my bro did,& i'll NEVER get over it.I think it's a little bit of both that you're feeling. I wish the best for you,because i know how you feel.