Am I a horrible person for wishing.....?

that my boyfriend didn't watch and sometimes (like tonight) act abrasive after he non-chalantly tells me he is watching it right then(I said it jokingly and he admitted to watching it right then(I already knew that he does, never been comfortable with it) admitted to it after loving and fun convo about V-day, so I went abruptly from happy to...grrrrr in 10 secs flat...(only telling you guys this so that you know this isn't just cause of the mood i was in beforehand, this is an ongoing thought process, i don't know, I don't feel good right now so everything is coming out rambles?